after much prayer & a good night's sleep i feel much better. this is really gross, but i had a dream that this scary looking little bug was trying to burrow under the skin in my hand. it hurt so bad & i kept trying to push it out over & over, but it wasn't working & it kept bleeding & getting further. someone finally just pounded my hand with his fist & killed the bug. the pain immediately went away. maybe the bug represents satan gnawing at me & continuously asking "what are you gonna do? what are you gonna do? what are you gonna do?" i think my answer is to stop messing with it, be still, & let God kill it. the really weird thing is, i actually have a bug bite on my pinky this morning that sure enough wasn't there when i went to sleep. yikes.
God has been faithful up until now, so why wouldn't He continue to be? I've got to release these worries, these big decisions to Him, & trust in the Lord with my heart AND mind. Instead of freaking about which way to go, I think I'll praise God, sing, laugh, be joyful & see what happens instead. it's a new day, everything will change, we will never be the same.
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